you cant play on broken strings
Posted on Thursday, June 11, 2009, at 3:17:00 AM
Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me, now I can't feel anything
When I love you and so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking it's the voice of someone else
Oh, it tears me upI tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay
You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real
Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?
you cant play on broken strings . . .
sometimes , the thruth just hurts .
till the extend whereby you just cant accept the thruth .
Labels: will post a proper one later on
read and shhhh !!
Posted on Wednesday, June 10, 2009, at 3:05:00 AM
dont you know that you are going overboard ? theres a limit in everything that you do . yes , i know that you care for me . but , you have breach the limit . you've gone way too far already . you made up stories and because of that , i got a scolding and certain restrictions were made . you really pissed me off . i know the limits between me and her , ever heard of the saying , once bitten twice shy ? . sheesh . eveything that is being written down here is just my own pea's worth of opinion and i dont need your validation to live for the record . treat whatever that you are reading here is like how you read a journal . read it and keep it to yourself , not happy ? confront me . one to one not via the net . you comprehend me ? . whatever that is said only matters when you accept it the way you think it should be . if you think positively , the positives are the ones that you get , if you think negatively , its just the opposite of how the positives are . if someone says that you are stupid , how would you react ?1)the positive mindset says , you may think that im stupid , but i know myself more than you know me . im not stupid im just as bright as you think you are , prolly even better , its just a matter of time and commitment of me and the books . lets see who is the one who is going to get more aces in times to come aye ?
2)the negative mindset says , your words are so hurtful like those haymaker given by muhammad ali , i give up . im stupid . you are right .
you are given a choice , make the choice . remember this , every choices have the consequences .
that beautifully crafted smile on you face
is what i picture in my ceiling every night
before i enter the land of dreams .
i have never seen a smile like yours ,
never i say is because your smile
would sparkle my eyes just like how
those cartoon entertainment do .
your eyes is what make yourself the unique one
and those are the eyes that usually caught me staring at it.
and the reasons that i gave is the same as before ,
"nak korek matanya boleh"
you would laugh and i would give a sigh to myself . you would probably ask me why ,
why is because i dont want you to think of me like a freak who would be distracted in anything that he does and all he do is , stare at those
unique eyes .
as cheeky as it may sound , it is just what i feel and the actual thruth to it .
has the love that is being given with the wonderful colours to the promise i made drifted away in the open sea ?
do you really know what you mean to me ?
i'll do anything girl just to see you smile .
being by your side isn't sufficient enough to comfort you from all
the problems that you are facing ,
having to face it together with you and lighten the burden that you are carrying is better for you i guess .
now it just you and him ,
someone more special than i am .
would the day where i am turn into somebody special to you comes ?
could i be the person that you would look up to share certain problems ?
the person that would lend you a shoulder to cry on ?
the person where you would give you a hug when you needed one ?
the person to keep you warm and share wonderful stories with you by my side ?
the person that would be the doctor when you are sick ?
the person that you would show your true colours and let me understand you more than i do now ?
cause you claim that theres a side of you that i dont know yet .
would you let me have a part of heart and share it with mine ? and together our hearts beat as one ?
i miss you woman . i had been doing some soul searching , and i ask myself this , would she be there for me when i need her ?
Labels: missing people of raw behbeh
Posted on Wednesday, June 3, 2009, at 5:42:00 PM
fuck you la little son of a gun ! stop being so amateur can ?
you dare to say all this behind my back , i wanna see whether you got the guts to say it in front of me . lets start from A , end at Z . blady tooooot ! .
this kind of people also exist in this world is it ?
its ok , im just taking it as parts and parcels of life hat i have to go through .
COBAAN!
super angry at first . but then when i gave some mature thoughts into it , i began to feel , there is no point to be angry about . WORDS ARE JUST WORDS . anyhoos , you know who you are , kau da besar , konek da berbulu , da bleh fikir kan ? so please la eh , fikir baik baik dulu .
da bagi kau muke , nak naek kepale ? .
plastic sundal !
Posted on Monday, June 1, 2009, at 7:35:00 PM
to begin with , i had fun in bot sat and sun . sat plans were to go silat as usual but then my gundu parents fall for my trick . i said i was having a major bad headache , and THEY BELIEVED ! so i was excused . after silat , we went to sempang bedok to eat . ate the upeh noodles over there . NICE . laugh and laugh because of my dad's jokes . we disturb the waiter until to the extend where she couldnt tolerate us . whenever our table members calls out for asistance she would scarce off anywhere further us . ok , sunday i went to jemputan , met all my cousins there . not each and everyone off them . but mostly lah . so the kecoh sia my dad and my pakcik . you guys know the construction cones in orange? they use that as a loud haler and make an annoucement that the bride and groom are on their way(in malay) . everybody laugh . and for the first time i saw money being scattered on the floor as the bride and groom make their way to the "pelamin" . then there i was doing my performance of silat as a show of respect to their presence . then theres this group of mat motor also , they shouted their poem that goes like ,dudok di jalan besar tengkorak mata merah ,
eh ah eh ah ,
PHANTOM KIA ! .
like wow ! not only that , theres also kude kepang too(a javanese culture) and another group of motors which is the harley davidson clan . it was one of my pakcik groups . and then i spent the rest of my days there . had fun though .
ive been thinking bout you lately
i guess i miss you
its been quite a while since i last saw you
no more calls or mesagges from you
no more lame jokes of yours that i wouold laugh for you
no more special handshake
no more crazy moments
no more fights
no more you
and no more me
its just you and him
all that i can do is to wish you the best and may you have your happiness with him
im always here for you women .
ive been thinking bout you lately
i guess i miss you
its been quite a while since i last saw you
no more calls or mesagges from you
no more lame jokes of yours that i wouold laugh for you
no more special handshake
no more crazy moments
no more fights
no more you
and no more me
its just you and him
all that i can do is to wish you the best and may you have your happiness with him
im always here for you women .
people of RAW ,
im really sorry for my disapearance . there are reasons to it that i dont want to blabber here . easy to say , i couldnt bring myself there . i miss you guys man . maybe one fine day ishall pop by ok . take care guys stay cool and hot .
specially for eena , stay gorgeous as ever k ? lol .
im really sorry for my disapearance . there are reasons to it that i dont want to blabber here . easy to say , i couldnt bring myself there . i miss you guys man . maybe one fine day ishall pop by ok . take care guys stay cool and hot .
specially for eena , stay gorgeous as ever k ? lol .
Labels: call me ?, i miss you
jumping to conclusions causes mischief to happen .
Posted on Tuesday, May 19, 2009, at 1:36:00 AM
at times we think life is unfair ,
at times we think life is wonderful .
despite the love and care ,
we know that it can never be full .
why is how im gonna start .
why must we end up like this .
this wasnt the outcome that i expected . you may say that i brought it upon myself . but then , have you ever spare a thought for me and ask me for the real facts instead of hearing what others say ? . you are dissapointed in me , and so am i in you . i never thought that you would thinkof me like that . little did i expect that you would rush into things and jump to conclusions . others may say all sorts of things bout me , you have the choice to believe or to find out the real thruth . you chose the 'believe' choice . why wont you run the extra mile and find out the thruth for yourself ? i lied to you once and its the biggest mistake i have ever done to you . what makes you think that im gonna lie again . you ask me for the thruth and i gave you the thruth . the next thing i know , you silence yourself . i wasnt done there . theres more to it that you should hear . i really felt the pinch upon reading your post . it make me felt adhesive im playing you . the relationship between me and them are just friends . nothing more . you may say that im a flirt , but would i flirt around with others when i know that im lovin someone on the other hand ? people picture me as a flirt , but is it my fault that they tend to turn to me when they need help ? not only them , its everyone . you people know who you are . you guys only turn to me when you need help cause you know that i would help to find the solution to your problems . why dont you guys call me gay then ? there are guys who turn to me for help . sheesh . please get the fact rights before you comment on others . i really want to talk to you women .
thanks eh kawan kawan .
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