Posted on Wednesday, March 25, 2009, at 9:14:00 PM
thruth hurts .
you want war boy ? i give you war boy !
just return home at around 8 plus . when to slack sfter schoolie .
im so like on the verge of failing my studies as i tend to laze around in class .
come on hady buck up already .
exam dates are drawing nearer by the day .
i tend to get lazier by the day . so ya .
BUT ! my classmates and have this ' promise ' that we would start studying and concentrate more in class starting from next week onwards .
i dont know if thats gonna happen uh not .
hope so .
pay now , play later .
thats adam khoo phrase during the motivational talk i had .
(eyes rolling)
my art is far away from completion .
IM SUPER LAZY !
I PIG AROUND ALL DAY !
damm .
sometime i tend to forget myself and be someone whom im not .
arsehole ! do i know you ?
hah ! .
hey you blady faggot ! can you please stop being such a pervetic asshole ?
i feel like punching your face real hard you know .
and whats your motive by looking at me after every move that you do ?
idiot . respect other people dignity ass ! its like infront of our friends and you are doing so .
i know she is annoyed and irritated for the momment , so please stop it . although it was just an attempt , the intention is there .
how do you feel when i physically harass your mum on sexuality ?
you are such a douchebag ! .
you may find it as a joke but joking has its limits ok .
urgh ! . .
just now we played the game pig ! using poker cards . had loads of fun .
i owe my friends 6 forfeits .
damm . but i paid them 3 forfeits already .
1.i kissed a boy and i liked it !
2.lick the railing.eeew .
3.roll down a little slope when everyone is lookin .
4 .?????
5.?????
6.?????
hmmmm...
well thats about it .
it hurts when you ..... him .
it hurts when you pretend that i wasnt there .
it hurts when you be so secretive bout something .
......
you brighten up the darkness in me ,
and so i thought you were the one .
but i realise it doesnt turn out to be as bright as i thought it should be .
and there you go , walking your way to happiness and leaving me back in darkness .
please ,
i ve walk the isle once in darkness ,
dont make me walk another .
i will wipe those tears from rolling down your cheeks ,
i will be your unbrella when its raining ,
i will catch you when you fall ,
i will always be there for you when you need me .
i will always be right here waitin for you .
im willing to sacrifice the possible for you .
all im asking for is one chance to prove my love towards you women .
Posted on Tuesday, March 24, 2009, at 12:22:00 PM
today is a no school day for me . i woke up late and have other personal reasons . so ya .
woke up at around 9 cause someone text me . thought want to eat cause im super super hungry but then , THERE IS NO FOOD ! . damm . ive got plans to attend too but then that someone is making me worried sick . how would you feel if you receive a text that says my head is spinning preety badly and for the next few hours , there is no reply from that person .
anyhoos , im super super hungry right now and im broke . so sad .
if theres anyone out there who is kind enough to bring food to me , i will be so happy .
so please bring me food ARSEHOLES ! .
if theres anyone out there who is kind enough to bring food to me , i will be so happy .
so please bring me food ARSEHOLES ! .
thank you :)
Posted on Monday, March 23, 2009, at 10:53:00 PM
kindness can cause mischief to happen ,
be too kind and you ending up being the one suffering .
do you believe this ?
so where should i start ?
ok the last weekend .
last weekend i went to batam .
end of story .
just kidding !
i went to batam to some silat thingy over there .
holidays are so not a holiday to me as i have to come back to school everyday .
i fall sick a week ago and it SO SUCK !
i hate to fall sick .
urgh !
yesterday i was feeling so restless .
i look to every corner of my house and i get annoyed . i dont know why .
so i went out for a jog .
jog jog and jog the next thing i knew i was in jurong .
damm .
so i make a u turn and went back home .
so the fucking shit .
ok im being lazy here .
im typing crap .
im having migrane now .
i wanna hit someone so hard on the face till their parents dont recognise em .
im hungry .
I WANT CHICKEN !
got it .
ok and here goes nothin .
school starts .
went to school , slacked and go home .
a routine for every school days .
someone crave for something .
got her the stuff but she couldnt meet up with me .
so sad .
thought that it would be a surprise , its surprising indeed !
thank you .
be too kind and you ending up being the one suffering .
do you believe this ?
so where should i start ?
ok the last weekend .
last weekend i went to batam .
end of story .
just kidding !
i went to batam to some silat thingy over there .
holidays are so not a holiday to me as i have to come back to school everyday .
i fall sick a week ago and it SO SUCK !
i hate to fall sick .
urgh !
yesterday i was feeling so restless .
i look to every corner of my house and i get annoyed . i dont know why .
so i went out for a jog .
jog jog and jog the next thing i knew i was in jurong .
damm .
so i make a u turn and went back home .
so the fucking shit .
ok im being lazy here .
im typing crap .
im having migrane now .
i wanna hit someone so hard on the face till their parents dont recognise em .
im hungry .
I WANT CHICKEN !
got it .
ok and here goes nothin .
school starts .
went to school , slacked and go home .
a routine for every school days .
someone crave for something .
got her the stuff but she couldnt meet up with me .
so sad .
thought that it would be a surprise , its surprising indeed !
thank you .
i wrote this for my preetiest friend ,
while im trying not to prove that i care,
im trying NOT TO MAKE ALL MY MOVES IN ONE MOTION AND SCARE HER AWAY ,
she can see shes making making me crazy now ,
idont believe she knows shes amazing how ,
she have me holding my breathe ,
so i never guess that im such unsuitable , suitable for her ,
and if you ask me ,
the feeling that im feeling is complimentary,
it goes to show ,
the moral of the story is boy loves girl and so on , the way it unfolds is yet to be told .
i love you i guess .
while im trying not to prove that i care,
im trying NOT TO MAKE ALL MY MOVES IN ONE MOTION AND SCARE HER AWAY ,
she can see shes making making me crazy now ,
idont believe she knows shes amazing how ,
she have me holding my breathe ,
so i never guess that im such unsuitable , suitable for her ,
and if you ask me ,
the feeling that im feeling is complimentary,
it goes to show ,
the moral of the story is boy loves girl and so on , the way it unfolds is yet to be told .
i love you i guess .
Posted on Saturday, March 7, 2009, at 9:35:00 PM
like heyguys .
i know i have not been updating .
so ya .
and erm , alot of things happened lately .
like so much .
just got home from towny.
had alot of fun .
took pics which got me wet .
i mean wet wet .
as in not dry but wet .
because , i took the pic at a fountain when suddenly , the waters shoot out .
funny .
got lost while finding some shop .
my legs are killing me ! .
got the things that i wanted and headed down to bugis .
bought some stuffs and then went back home with someone .
so ya .
feelings growing and getting me confused .
should i , or should i not .
thats just my concience speaking .
my dreams are weird lately .
like why am i dreaming of her repeatedly .
is there a meaning to it? .
im just happy when im with you i dont know why .
sigh .
i know you are expecting someone to be back .
and you are overjoyed when you hear about him .
should i be happy for you too ? .
i just dont know how to react when it comes to certain situations .
i just feel like hugging you and never to let you go .
but then , its a wrong thing for me to do .
i guess .
why must i feel this way ? .
should i be falling in love with you ? or not ? .
im just confused .
women , i know i have been acting weird lately .
its just that every move i make towards you , these words keep playing through my mind ' am i doing the right thing ? , what if it make her feel awkward ? should i not do this ? ' .
it goes on and on .
i care for you , but i didnt realise that i was caring too much .
im sorry if i make you feel awkward .
i hope things would be fine between me and you .
confused.
i know i have not been updating .
so ya .
and erm , alot of things happened lately .
like so much .
just got home from towny.
had alot of fun .
took pics which got me wet .
i mean wet wet .
as in not dry but wet .
because , i took the pic at a fountain when suddenly , the waters shoot out .
funny .
got lost while finding some shop .
my legs are killing me ! .
got the things that i wanted and headed down to bugis .
bought some stuffs and then went back home with someone .
so ya .
feelings growing and getting me confused .
should i , or should i not .
thats just my concience speaking .
my dreams are weird lately .
like why am i dreaming of her repeatedly .
is there a meaning to it? .
im just happy when im with you i dont know why .
sigh .
i know you are expecting someone to be back .
and you are overjoyed when you hear about him .
should i be happy for you too ? .
i just dont know how to react when it comes to certain situations .
i just feel like hugging you and never to let you go .
but then , its a wrong thing for me to do .
i guess .
why must i feel this way ? .
should i be falling in love with you ? or not ? .
im just confused .
women , i know i have been acting weird lately .
its just that every move i make towards you , these words keep playing through my mind ' am i doing the right thing ? , what if it make her feel awkward ? should i not do this ? ' .
it goes on and on .
i care for you , but i didnt realise that i was caring too much .
im sorry if i make you feel awkward .
i hope things would be fine between me and you .
confused.