like heyguys .

i know i have not been updating .
so ya .
and erm , alot of things happened lately .
like so much .
just got home from towny.
had alot of fun .
took pics which got me wet .
i mean wet wet .
as in not dry but wet .
because , i took the pic at a fountain when suddenly , the waters shoot out .
funny .
got lost while finding some shop .
my legs are killing me ! .
got the things that i wanted and headed down to bugis .
bought some stuffs and then went back home with someone .
so ya .


feelings growing and getting me confused .
should i , or should i not .
thats just my concience speaking .
my dreams are weird lately .
like why am i dreaming of her repeatedly .
is there a meaning to it? .
im just happy when im with you i dont know why .
sigh .
i know you are expecting someone to be back .
and you are overjoyed when you hear about him .
should i be happy for you too ? .
i just dont know how to react when it comes to certain situations .
i just feel like hugging you and never to let you go .
but then , its a wrong thing for me to do .
i guess .
why must i feel this way ? .
should i be falling in love with you ? or not ? .
im just confused .
women , i know i have been acting weird lately .
its just that every move i make towards you , these words keep playing through my mind ' am i doing the right thing ? , what if it make her feel awkward ? should i not do this ? ' .
it goes on and on .
i care for you , but i didnt realise that i was caring too much .
im sorry if i make you feel awkward .
i hope things would be fine between me and you .



confused.