jumping to conclusions causes mischief to happen .
Posted on Tuesday, May 19, 2009, at 1:36:00 AM
at times we think life is unfair ,
at times we think life is wonderful .
despite the love and care ,
we know that it can never be full .
why is how im gonna start .
why must we end up like this .
this wasnt the outcome that i expected . you may say that i brought it upon myself . but then , have you ever spare a thought for me and ask me for the real facts instead of hearing what others say ? . you are dissapointed in me , and so am i in you . i never thought that you would thinkof me like that . little did i expect that you would rush into things and jump to conclusions . others may say all sorts of things bout me , you have the choice to believe or to find out the real thruth . you chose the 'believe' choice . why wont you run the extra mile and find out the thruth for yourself ? i lied to you once and its the biggest mistake i have ever done to you . what makes you think that im gonna lie again . you ask me for the thruth and i gave you the thruth . the next thing i know , you silence yourself . i wasnt done there . theres more to it that you should hear . i really felt the pinch upon reading your post . it make me felt adhesive im playing you . the relationship between me and them are just friends . nothing more . you may say that im a flirt , but would i flirt around with others when i know that im lovin someone on the other hand ? people picture me as a flirt , but is it my fault that they tend to turn to me when they need help ? not only them , its everyone . you people know who you are . you guys only turn to me when you need help cause you know that i would help to find the solution to your problems . why dont you guys call me gay then ? there are guys who turn to me for help . sheesh . please get the fact rights before you comment on others . i really want to talk to you women .
thanks eh kawan kawan .
Labels: lembu punye susu, nestle dapat name .
Posted on Thursday, May 14, 2009, at 4:51:00 PM
halo halo ! just had my final paper just now which was history and art . but ! i didnt go for my art . well who cares . i dont give a shit as long as it doesnt affect my Ns . i was so unprepared for all of my papers . im still in a daze and not wanting to study for now . i'll have to get rid of that attitude and buck up after these june holidays . oh well holidays are coming up huh ? lets party people . thought of booking a chalet and have fun with all my mates but then , rase rase mcm tak jadi jek . its ok i hope this upcoming birthday of my friend will be a hell of a time . the plan is to go sentosa but the weather lately is like so suck ! . urghhh . guys , better come up with some plans ok .i dont understand you nowadays .
you're giving me the cold shoulder and make it look like im in a wrong or something .
when asked , you say jangan nak step baik uh .
when i ask , you say that , when i never ask u make it sound adhesive i dont care .
if i dont care , i wouldnt even be bothered to ask you .
i seriously dont understand .
it really bugged me until to the extend of me being afraid to speak to you .
yo are really very 'fragile' nowadays .
i really want to have a talk with you and just you to get things straighten between us . i dont want to be treated like shit when im treating that someone like gold .
how am i suppose to please you ?
should i try harder ?
the answer is still left with question marks that randomise myself .
at times when we are happy , i just feel like , how i wish there is no ending to this happiness .
i know its impossible , what im stating here is just something out of my discontent .
it really sucks when you ignore me and give those 'empty' faces .
thanks .
you're giving me the cold shoulder and make it look like im in a wrong or something .
when asked , you say jangan nak step baik uh .
when i ask , you say that , when i never ask u make it sound adhesive i dont care .
if i dont care , i wouldnt even be bothered to ask you .
i seriously dont understand .
it really bugged me until to the extend of me being afraid to speak to you .
yo are really very 'fragile' nowadays .
i really want to have a talk with you and just you to get things straighten between us . i dont want to be treated like shit when im treating that someone like gold .
how am i suppose to please you ?
should i try harder ?
the answer is still left with question marks that randomise myself .
at times when we are happy , i just feel like , how i wish there is no ending to this happiness .
i know its impossible , what im stating here is just something out of my discontent .
it really sucks when you ignore me and give those 'empty' faces .
thanks .
Labels: lets have a talk . shall we ?
Posted on Wednesday, May 13, 2009, at 7:58:00 PM
SPAMMERS ARE JUST LOW LIFE INSOLENT LITTLE FAGS !
urgggghhhhhh !!!! why do people spam each others blog ? nothing better to do is it ? kalau takde keje , pegi habiskan beras pat rumah kau lah . bodoh nak mampos .
sigh . super irritated with all this spammers . going from one blog to another and spam them . so the shitty shit thingy to do . eh to the spammers that spam me before , kalau kau berani ,kau letak name kau uh sial . aku takde mase nak layan prangai kau yang mcm kanak kanak strawberry nie uh . kau cakap ape ? kau da penah drop kan aku ? eh sial uh , ni bukan nak cakap besar uh tapi its just the fact , takde org pernah jatuhkan aku la sial ! . kau berani cakap besar pat sini , meh sini jumpe , kite tengok sape yang berani .
urgggghhhhhh !!!! why do people spam each others blog ? nothing better to do is it ? kalau takde keje , pegi habiskan beras pat rumah kau lah . bodoh nak mampos .
sigh . super irritated with all this spammers . going from one blog to another and spam them . so the shitty shit thingy to do . eh to the spammers that spam me before , kalau kau berani ,kau letak name kau uh sial . aku takde mase nak layan prangai kau yang mcm kanak kanak strawberry nie uh . kau cakap ape ? kau da penah drop kan aku ? eh sial uh , ni bukan nak cakap besar uh tapi its just the fact , takde org pernah jatuhkan aku la sial ! . kau berani cakap besar pat sini , meh sini jumpe , kite tengok sape yang berani .
you made me lay to much hopes on you ,
and in the end i got hurt by doing so .
sometimes things would not work out like how you want it to be .
all that you can do is just , DEAL WITH IT .
walking the isle of darkness all alone once more .
thanks.
and in the end i got hurt by doing so .
sometimes things would not work out like how you want it to be .
all that you can do is just , DEAL WITH IT .
walking the isle of darkness all alone once more .
super duper mad with that someone .
Posted on Sunday, May 10, 2009, at 1:03:00 AM
living this life is unpredictable , obstacles adding to my way of hapinnes keeps adding on and on . what have i done wrong ? is it wrong of me to mingle around ? i have my limits and i know my limits . im not the type that you think i am . what im potraying here is that , you gotta have the facts to be right before you comment on others . super pissed of with you son of a gun . blow your head and ooz your blood right out of your skull . damm . give you chances , and you breach the wire again . words wouldnt help to people of this kind . let you off several times already and you still hadnt learn your lesson . doesnt mean i neglect your attitude and let you off easily , im afraid of you douchebag . its because i SYMPATHISE you . SYMPATHISE you . im not that childish nor im not that mature , my mindset is sufficient enough to think of the right choice , unlike you who do things without any thoughts given to it . if you wanna be foolish and rush into matters , you re welcome boy , you know what im capable of and what sort of person i am .