why is how im gonna start .

why must we end up like this .

this wasnt the outcome that i expected . you may say that i brought it upon myself . but then , have you ever spare a thought for me and ask me for the real facts instead of hearing what others say ? . you are dissapointed in me , and so am i in you . i never thought that you would thinkof me like that . little did i expect that you would rush into things and jump to conclusions . others may say all sorts of things bout me , you have the choice to believe or to find out the real thruth . you chose the 'believe' choice . why wont you run the extra mile and find out the thruth for yourself ? i lied to you once and its the biggest mistake i have ever done to you . what makes you think that im gonna lie again . you ask me for the thruth and i gave you the thruth . the next thing i know , you silence yourself . i wasnt done there . theres more to it that you should hear . i really felt the pinch upon reading your post . it make me felt adhesive im playing you . the relationship between me and them are just friends . nothing more . you may say that im a flirt , but would i flirt around with others when i know that im lovin someone on the other hand ? people picture me as a flirt , but is it my fault that they tend to turn to me when they need help ? not only them , its everyone . you people know who you are . you guys only turn to me when you need help cause you know that i would help to find the solution to your problems . why dont you guys call me gay then ? there are guys who turn to me for help . sheesh . please get the fact rights before you comment on others . i really want to talk to you women .

thanks eh kawan kawan .