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Posted on Wednesday, June 10, 2009, at 3:05:00 AM
dont you know that you are going overboard ? theres a limit in everything that you do . yes , i know that you care for me . but , you have breach the limit . you've gone way too far already . you made up stories and because of that , i got a scolding and certain restrictions were made . you really pissed me off . i know the limits between me and her , ever heard of the saying , once bitten twice shy ? . sheesh . eveything that is being written down here is just my own pea's worth of opinion and i dont need your validation to live for the record . treat whatever that you are reading here is like how you read a journal . read it and keep it to yourself , not happy ? confront me . one to one not via the net . you comprehend me ? . whatever that is said only matters when you accept it the way you think it should be . if you think positively , the positives are the ones that you get , if you think negatively , its just the opposite of how the positives are . if someone says that you are stupid , how would you react ?


1)the positive mindset says , you may think that im stupid , but i know myself more than you know me . im not stupid im just as bright as you think you are , prolly even better , its just a matter of time and commitment of me and the books . lets see who is the one who is going to get more aces in times to come aye ?
2)the negative mindset says , your words are so hurtful like those haymaker given by muhammad ali , i give up . im stupid . you are right .
you are given a choice , make the choice . remember this , every choices have the consequences .
that beautifully crafted smile on you face
is what i picture in my ceiling every night
before i enter the land of dreams .
i have never seen a smile like yours ,
never i say is because your smile
would sparkle my eyes just like how
those cartoon entertainment do .
your eyes is what make yourself the unique one
and those are the eyes that usually caught me staring at it.
and the reasons that i gave is the same as before ,
"nak korek matanya boleh"
you would laugh and i would give a sigh to myself . you would probably ask me why ,
why is because i dont want you to think of me like a freak who would be distracted in anything that he does and all he do is , stare at those
unique eyes .
as cheeky as it may sound , it is just what i feel and the actual thruth to it .
has the love that is being given with the wonderful colours to the promise i made drifted away in the open sea ?
do you really know what you mean to me ?
i'll do anything girl just to see you smile .
being by your side isn't sufficient enough to comfort you from all
the problems that you are facing ,
having to face it together with you and lighten the burden that you are carrying is better for you i guess .
now it just you and him ,
someone more special than i am .
would the day where i am turn into somebody special to you comes ?
could i be the person that you would look up to share certain problems ?
the person that would lend you a shoulder to cry on ?
the person where you would give you a hug when you needed one ?
the person to keep you warm and share wonderful stories with you by my side ?
the person that would be the doctor when you are sick ?
the person that you would show your true colours and let me understand you more than i do now ?
cause you claim that theres a side of you that i dont know yet .
would you let me have a part of heart and share it with mine ? and together our hearts beat as one ?
i miss you woman . i had been doing some soul searching , and i ask myself this , would she be there for me when i need her ?

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